Pain hope confusion

Pain hope confusion

This is what I feel

So i’m converting them into words

To make the feelings less real

So far, it’s not working

I feel a little lighter but

deep down everything is still the same

Did I do something wrong?

Maybe tomorrow they’ll be gone

Maybe it’s just me?

confused.

again.

Pain hope confusion

Messing with my heart and head

I shift my focus instead

Love hope clarity

One remains unchanged

Let’s keep it there

For my own sanity